I find myself dreaming a lot about death. Losing friends or family members. At first, I'd call whoever my subconscious kills off to make sure they were alright.(Even though I am not psychic) And after a while, I thought about how important that person is to me and how helpless I would be to save them.
I can't save anyone because I'm not a hero, doctor, firefighter, or army guy. This isn't the way I wanted it. Of course if I had a choice, A super hero wouldn't be bad. Secret Identity